Here Comes The Bridezilla!!!!

Help!!! I am in a panic mode right now. It's 9 months before my wedding and I have so much planning to do. I have a ceremony and reception site. We are also going to have our rehearsal dinner and post-wedding brunch at the same hotel to simplify things for us and for out of town guests. I ordered my dress. And we booked a photographer already. Just when I thought I was ahead of the game, I found out that by this time, I should have booked videographer, florists, musicians, transportation, and hair and make-up artists, too. Aaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!

It doesn't help that I am so undecisive about everything. I can't even decide on my wedding color/theme/look. I initially wanted to do red, but since Vince's brother's wedding last year was red, I want to do something different. I am drawn to orange/coral red like this boquet, but I can't find any nice bridesmaid dresses in this color or something to complement it. My bridesmaids would kill me if I'd make them wear orange. I also like pink and brown, especially after seeing a cake cherry blossoms in pink and brown. Then this tiffany blue invitation caught my eye, so I thought of tiffany blue/brown motiff. I thought it would go well if I had a beach theme, but I have a marina view not a beach view at my reception. Nyaahh, I'm going nuts thinking of wedding colors. To all creative/artistic people out there, I'd appreciate any suggestions.